So not motivated

So here I sit on Thursday just after noon. Madison is in her crib screaming her head off. We're trying to get her to sleep in her crib by using a modified cry it out method. Oh Lord, give me strength. It worked last night, so I'm hoping it works for her nap too.

I'm so not motivated about work. Sure I have the luxury of working at home, but I have no motivation to even open up my e-mail to check it. I just don't have the heart in it anymore. What should I do. I'm definitely at a crossroad.

Madison is 10 months old today. She's got 6 teeth, and is walking. On top of that she's about 22 pounds. Have mercy.

Madison Walks!

Oh what a night!

It's been a long couple of weeks. Madison's congestion grew to be a full fledged ear infection. A week ago she woke up with a fever of 103.9. Then Friday 104.5. Saturday I took her to the doctor and he put her on 10 days of amoxicillin. It took her a few days to start feeling better. And when she did, she started walking too. On top of that, her 4th tooth broke.

This is all happening while Matt is in Morristown NJ on business. I miss him.

Sigh

Poor Madison is congested. I hope it's not a cold, rather a symptom of teething. Her right top front tooth is about to break. Poor thing, she hates it when I suction her nose or wipe her snot ridden nose.

Matt is getting me a fountain Pepsi right now. Yay! It's been that kind of day. I'm still nursing my sprained pinky toe too. Ugh.

On a happy note, Madi's pro pics came yesterday.